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While we were closed in April, I received a lovely message from Jason Lau, editor of Tusaayaksat Magazine, asking if we'd be interested in carrying their magazine at our shop. He had found us through Penguin Random House's Independent Bookstores Directory of shops that were selling online and making deliveries during COVID closures (thanks Penguin!)


I was immediately drawn to the magazine from his description:


"We are a non-profit, Indigenous publication (published by the Inuvialuit Communications Society in Inuvik, Northwest Territories), meaning most of our content is either created by Indigenous people, Inuvialuit, and/or Canadian Northerners. In a time of Truth and Reconciliation in Canada, we are working hard to publish authentic Indigenous voices and artwork, and bring them to the forefront."


The absolutely stunning covers also drew me in:

Once we reopened in June, my first order for the bookshop was Tusaayaksat Magazine. I'm so glad to now hold these gorgeous issues in my hands and to be able to share them with you all. Thank you Jason and the Tusaayaksat team for reaching out to us, and for sending our package so quickly!


Reading through the pages, you will immediately understand that Tusaayaksat is an important, beautiful and moving publication that deserves our attention and support. Each issue is carefully crafted with gorgeous photography and artwork highlighting Inuvialuit people, culture, and news.


"Tussayaksat means stories and voices that need to be heard. We celebrate Inuvialuit people, culture and heritage. Our Mission: To empower, celebrate, communicate, heal, and bond; to bring you the best coverage of our news, vibrant culture, and perspectives."

- Inside the cover of Tusaayaksat Magazine, Ukiuq Winter 2019 issue


"To our youth and young people: never be scared to speak your mind, and always try something new, even if it scares you. It's normal to feel that way when it's about a change in your lifestyle. No matter how many mistakes you make, you can amend your mistake; learn from it and better yourself after. Be young, do your thing. Just be sure it's the right thing for you. Stand up for yourself. Change whatever you are doing that makes you unhappy. Life's too short to spend it unhappy, even if it means letting go of that toxic relationship or friendship. One day in your life, you will feel like your life is worthless and you are stuck and don't know where to get help, but there is always someone who can help! Don't ever feel like your goal is never reachable. You can figure it out - I believe in you guys."

- Mona Kudlak, from Tusaayaksat Magazine, Ukiuq Winter 2019 issue


"I think you have to live up in the North pretty much your whole life to really capture things like northern lights in paintings. To me, that's the way I look at it. I have been living here pretty much my whole life. It just amazes me - the colours, the shapes that come out. The same goes for sunset paintings and other paintings I do. You get that being out in the land, you know? You can't get that down in the city life. When you live in a city, there's so much light all over, you can't see things like northern lights out there! When you live in a remote community, being out in the land at night - boy, it's like you can almost touch them out there. While I do most of my work at home, in the house - there's a lot of times I use a nice Fuji camera to take pictures. I'd have that to look at and capture those colours and scenes through my pictures."

- Kuninaan Ruben, from Tusaayaksat Magazine, Upinraksaq Spring 2020 issue


There is so much to enjoy and learn from and about in these pages. Inuvialuit kids, youth, leaders, artists, writers, workers, educators, mothers, fathers, and elders share their thoughts and experiences here in their own words and in their power. The stories shared are tender, earnest, challenging, humorous, loving, heartfelt, powerful, and informative. The photography and artworks are shining, bold, vibrant, intimate, dear, and brave, just like the individuals featured within.


This publication should be required in every Canadian school and public library's subscriptions. I would like to urge every household that is committed to antiracist and decolonial work to purchase an issue of Tusaayaksat Magazine and to subscribe. $5 from every issue purchased through Humpty Dumpty Books will be donated back to the Inuvialuit Communications Society to further support their important work.



Come check out these issues for yourselves at our shop, now open 10am to 6pm every day!

Available on our online shop through the following links: Ukiuq Winter 2019 Issue, Upinraksaq Spring 2020 Issue


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Friday June 5th was the beginning of our reopening process. Despite the mess and disarray those first few weeks, so many of you came out to say hello, buy books, and offer your kind, generous encouragements. It's been soul-nourishing to welcome you back. From my heart to yours, thank you. I look so forward to seeing you again.


[Photo credit: Robert of GIBCA - Thanks Robert, it was wonderful to meet you! I'm loving the changes in the group, and seeing what the Granville Island community really looks like.]


In terms of operations: Kids Market was open 11am to 4pm on weekdays and 11am to 5pm on weekends in June. Hours will revert back to 10am to 6pm daily for July. You may notice some stores are closed while others are open at varying hours. It's a challenging time for shops. June sales for us were less than 20% of previous years. And neither of our wonderful staff are in a position to risk possible exposure by returning to work right now (which I fully understand and support). Of course I want to be open every single day to be there for our readers and get our sales up, but it's been difficult flying solo. I apologize if you've come down for books only to find us closed some days. To help the situation while I hire and train new staff (view job post here!) I've created an online booking system for private browsing appointments. Please check it out - any feedback would be much appreciated.


Benefits of booking:

  1. Ensure the shop will be open for exactly when you'd like to browse.

  2. Your household will have the shop to yourselves during this reserved time.

  3. By making a booking you'll help me not miss a sale, with the opportunity to receive a bonus gift card for yourself or a loved one!

Booking is by no means mandatory. We should be open most days. If you would like to quickly check whether the shop's open before you head down, please don't hesitate to shoot me a message through the website chat box or my mobile: 778-840-4686.


In terms of the physical space: we have a barrier up at the counter, stickers on the floor to indicate physical distancing zones, sanitizers at the entrance for customers to use before & after browsing, and more at the counter for after pin-pad use. We can still accept cash, though contactless card payments are encouraged. I'm constantly wiping down high-touch surfaces and items, and there is a limit of 3 households/5 customers in-store at any time. Keeping the entryway clear, encouraging one-way traffic and distancing among browsers has been mostly easy - almost everyone seems to understand and respect the new measures necessary to keep us all safe. If you have a moment, please send me your feedback on how it's felt for you in the shop and any suggestions you might have to improve.




For other business owners out there looking for a low-cost DIY Covid barrier solution: I made one for our counter using a poster frame from Michael's ($34, link to product), some string, and screw-hooks. I got the idea from seeing the barriers Michael's was selling in-store for $130+. They looked to be frames exactly like this, just painted white with a standing base attached. Another affordable solution I saw was at Jj Bean. They're using a clear plastic shower curtain type sheet as a barrier. Pretty smart.



The island-wide free parking for June and July is a huge relief for all merchants and vendors. I sincerely hope the CMHC will keep parking free for the rest of the year and beyond. The implementation of paid parking really hurt us all significantly even before the pandemic hit. Many of us met with CMHC planners to let them know how paid parking would negatively impact visiting families and businesses across several stakeholder consultations last year, but they went ahead anyway. While I understand the CMHC needs to generate income for its operations and its many great projects and improvements planned, many of us operate with minimal margins, out of love and passion for our art. Even small changes can affect us a lot. Granville Island is a delicate and unique ecosystem of diverse artists and businesses. We need more recognition and protections as such. Here is their contact page if you'd like to leave your feedback on paid parking.


Something I have been consistently moved by and grateful for since reopening is just how many people are making a point of voicing their support for small independent businesses like ours, over chains, big box stores, and Amazon. It's amazing how this pandemic is almost forcing us to gain better awareness of how where we spend our money (maybe really, how all of our behaviours and how we move in the world) directly affects the earth, one another, and the most marginalized among us. Many of the faces I saw in June were familiar, but there were also many visitors who'd never heard of us before and were delighted to find us. I am more determined than ever to keep working to improve our in-store and online experience to better serve booklovers everywhere.


One upshot of the closure was the uninterrupted time I had to work on the online aspect of the business. It has been thought-provoking and fun* organizing our books into over 130 collections online that reflect what we're all about. So far I've got around 2200 titles uploaded, which is still far from representing all that we have in-store. My goal is to continue to upload at least 300 products from our inventory to our online shop every week. Some collection highlights:


Beautiful Books

Black Authors and Illustrators

Celebrate Pride

Different Abilities

Empathy

Empowering Girls

Encouraging Boys

Indigenous Pride

Large Print

Race

Raina Telgemeier Fans

Representation

Spanish

Uplifting


*Fun for the most part... There have been moments of absolute near-stroke frustration and despair working my way through both Wix and Shopify. I'll share what I've found helpful and not comparing the two platforms in a future post.


Before the online shop had even 200 products, I was surprised to receive orders from dear local regulars who remembered us and sent beautiful messages of care and encouragement. They went out of their way to share our online shop with colleagues, friends, and family both near and far. Many made repeat orders. It's impossible to express just how much this meant to me during those scary lonely weeks, and still does. I come down with a severe case of Moist Eye Syndrome every time I think about it. I'm truly grateful. I'll never forget your generosity and love.


Making deliveries in the lower mainland has been absolutely lovely and a great stress reliever so far. During the weeks when we weren't seeing or touching anyone it was so good to have some contact with people and feel of service. I appreciated every chance I got to say hello, share smiles, and commiserate with fellow book-people about the state of things, even if from meters away. I even drove the Sea to Sky highway for the first time for a delivery to Lion's Bay! Check out the view:



Even though our brick and mortar store is open again, I invite you to browse our books online if you haven't already. Take advantage of free contactless delivery (with $40 minimum purchase) and please don't hesitate to reach out if you aren't finding exactly what you're looking for. I'll do my best to get back to you with more information and suggestions, even if you don't end up purchasing through our shop, I'm here to help.


Another thing that's been incredibly heart-warming this past month is the huge uptick in queries for books by and about Black and Indigenous authors, history, and children, and people of colour in general. Though we have always carried books centering non-white experiences for both children and adults, they have never been as actively sought out by readers outside the communities they represent. I'm so happy to see that this is no longer the case. It is amazing to see families of all backgrounds enthusiastically diversifying their libraries and taking on conversations about race and racism with their children and loved ones. Our readers are incredible, and I can tell this will continue. It is not just a trend.



Celebrating and validating the lives of children of all backgrounds and abilities through the bookstore is an important mission for me, having grown up without the diverse representation in literature that is available and celebrated now. I remember how rare and amazing it felt to stumble upon a book featuring kids that looked like me, to see stories and families that echoed mine. Also how special it felt to be served in a public space in ways that demonstrated care and respect for me and my family, especially when we were newcomers to a place. It is a privilege and gift to be in a position to help people navigate the cultural and political awakening happening now, all while I myself listen, learn, and reflect too on how I can improve as a person, a bookseller, and antiracist. It is a position with responsibility that I don't take lightly or for granted.


Increased media attention on racist systems and perpetrators always brings up powerful feelings and memories for me, as I'm sure it does for many people. I am doing my best to turn my mind towards gratitude and action now, away from anger and paralysis. I'm taking time to process my own experiences and complex feelings through the incredible wealth of resources available more than ever before now through the grace, generosity, and labour of leaders of colour. I hope to contribute in my own small way to this community of learning by inviting you to join me in some easy to follow actions I'll share in the coming weeks. To educate ourselves and give tangible support to black and indigenous communities here. Some topics I'm currently writing about for future posts:

  1. Why representation and diversity matter. How enriching our shelves and social media feeds with experiences different than our own will transform our lives for the better.

  2. How to move beyond consumption to action when it comes to race.

  3. Thoughts on the evolution of books, what it means to take up physical space. The subversive power of physical books.

  4. Some observations as a bookseller on race, gender, and what children take away from how we interact with difference.

  5. Beautiful books that will stir your heart and make you cry.

  6. Wix vs Shopify: Tales of horror and laughter in the dark...

  7. My trip to the Bologna Children's Book Fair in April 2019.

  8. Honouring multilingualism, and an update on my foreign language books project.

  9. My trip to the Society of Children's Books Writers and Illustrators conference in August 2019.

  10. Some personal perspectives and tips for aspiring children's books writers. What I look for in a book as a bookseller specializing in children's books for over 20 years.

Thank you so much for taking the time to read my humble reflections here. Please leave a comment or subscribe below if you'd like to keep in touch!


I often get comments about the music I play in our shop. Here is a song that always boosts my mood. I hope you enjoy it too:







Updated: Jun 2

The plan today was to get to the bookshop early to clean and organize as Kids Market will start reopening this Monday June 1st. Instead I sat at my computer at home all day writing about race and representation, with the first crewed spaceflight from a private company, ever livestreaming in the background still.

Though I was glad to have witnessed this event, the language of pride, possession and dominance was hard to ignore throughout this #LaunchAmerica production. While SpaceX is working hard towards their ultimate goal of enabling human life on planets other than our own, major cities across the US are burning as people and law enforcement clash in the aftermath of the killing of George Floyd, a black man, by Derek Chauvin, a white police officer.

A young black girl just 17 years old who witnessed the homicide, had the foresight and courage to record the event then shared it. For this she is now facing backlash on social media for not doing more. A minor, really a child, stood her ground against four adult police officers while they worked together to extinguish the life out of a man twice her size right in front of her. What more could she have possibly done without endangering her own life?

These major events, in conjunction with the current pandemic, warrant some pause and careful reflection on priorities and purpose.

I want to reflect on how unspoken rules and ideas about race burden us all, especially children, and what we can do about it.



I want to acknowledge and honour friends and customers both near and far, as well as many of our staff over the years, who I know work to counterbalance these inequities in their daily lives, whether it is by necessity or choice, whether it is in big or small ways.



I want to think on how I can better serve our readers. Both our readers of colour who understand innately how vitally important it is for a child to not only see her own face, skin colour, hair, language, class, family and life, reflected validated and honoured in the monument that is the printed book, but those of every other kind of child too. As well as the many readers who brave their own discomfort to ask for suggestions on books that will help introduce, explain, and normalize diversity to their children from a young age.


I want to acknowledge and appreciate all the moms who ask for suggestions on books for their boys to help encourage empathy, thoughtfulness, caring, and kindness. This certainly has to be a big part of the equation for a better world.



I want to remember with gratitude the special moments of tender feeling and moistening of the eyes that can only really happen in the presence of other total and utter bookfreaks: those of us who understand the importance of language and the subversive power of books, and especially books for children, to shape who we are and change this one planet we all share.



In writing through these reflections I want to reaffirm the value of these pure and beautiful connections, even when nothing else feels certain or clear. In writing through these reflections I want to renew my commitment to my work as an independent bookseller. This work that allows me to carve out a space, however small, where I grow and learn every day and have the opportunity to share my vision for the world through the magic of books and words.



Throughout the day I have rewritten and reread this post over and over again, like some kind of incantation towards a resolution. I have no concrete conclusion except that I am here and that I am with you. If you see me, thank you. And if you allow me to see you, thank you too.

 

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